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Archive for November, 2007

Wasting Life

I’ve been thinking the past few days that I’m wasting life. I’m going to school and stuff like that, but it just seems I’m not getting or giving enough in life itself to enjoy it. Dealing with emotional stuff is hard. When I’m high, life seems great. I’m in this state where I’m invincible and [...]

Tuesday, November 27th, 2007

Diabetes Appointment Tomorrow

So, it seems I’ve neglected the blog for a little while. I need to be better about blogging, for my benefit mainly. Well, tomorrow I have an appointment with the diabetes doc. This time I’m seeing a real doctor and not a nurse practicioner. I think the doctor I’m supposed to be seeing is a [...]

Tuesday, November 20th, 2007

Pin Cushion and Walking Pharmacy

This morning I went to the campus quack shack to get my weekly testosterone shot For some reason, my body isn’t making enough of the testosterone harmone, so I have to get a shot. The needle is very long and thick because the testosterone serum is very thick, oil based. I have to get it [...]

Friday, November 9th, 2007

Bittersweet Answer to Prayer

Once again, it seems that I’m slow to recognize God’s answers and spiritual truths. It seems God has answered a prayer of mine I had prayed for years. It’s not all pleasant either. But, I think it will grow me, if I let it. Let’s go back to HBU days. I was/am in an awesome [...]

Wednesday, November 7th, 2007

Knowing God: A True Know-It-All

12 Who else has held the oceans in his hand? Who has measured off the heavens with his fingers? Who else knows the weight of the earth or has weighed the mountains and hills on a scale? 13 Who is able to advise the Spirit of the Lord? Who knows enough to give him advice [...]

Monday, November 5th, 2007

Knowing God: Week 1 Reflection

1. Let God be God: Man, do I put God in a box! I think we all do. We try to take control of our lives. We try to free ourselves from sin without His help. We make big decisions without His guidance and wisdom. We try to heal ourselves rather than letting “the Great [...]

Monday, November 5th, 2007

Knowing God: Ecountering a Holy God

For the Scriptures say, “You must be holy because I am holy.” 1 Peter 1:16 Holiness is hard. Holiness means being set apart. Holiness means something has to be done about sin. Holiness means we’re not worthy as followers of Christ, especially as Christians (little Christs). 4 But the Lord is in his holy Temple; [...]

Monday, November 5th, 2007

Knowing God: God Can Handle It

1 The heavens proclaim the glory of God. The skies display his craftsmanship. 2 Day after day they continue to speak; night after night they make him known 3 They speak without a sound or word; their voice is never heard. 4 Yet their message has gone throughout the earth, and their words to all [...]

Monday, November 5th, 2007

Knowing God: The God Who is Spirit

This was a rather interesting devotional. It’s interesting, and helpful, that the Bible (God and the authors) know we can’t grasp the immaterial concept of God, and so the Bible describes God in human terms. That whole Trinity thing still confuses me most of the time. 19 “Sir,” the woman said, “you must be a [...]

Monday, November 5th, 2007

DWYL Lesson 2 Day 1

1. Three things I’d like to do before the end of my life: overcome homosexuality and get married and have a family, get to 180 pounds, have a group of people come to me and tell me I influenced their lives because every time they saw me, they saw Christ. There are several things I’d [...]

Saturday, November 3rd, 2007