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Archive for December, 2006

Slow Motion

It seems as if everything is moving in slow motion around me. I’m in the middle of the mall or church or somewhere and it seems the world is moving 90 miles an hour around me and I’m moving 30 miles an hour. When I talk, it seems as if I’m even speaking slower. I’ve [...]

Sunday, December 31st, 2006

Deja Vu

I know it’s been out for a while, but my parents and I went to see Denzel Washington’s “Deja Vu” last night. Overall it was a good movie. I’ve always liked Denzel Washington. I think there’s been only 1 or 2 movies I though he shouldn’t have played in. He seems like a good man [...]

Wednesday, December 27th, 2006

Christmas Report

Well, Christmas has pretty much come and gone this year. There’s a few more hours of the actual Christmas day, but all festivities are over. I really couldn’t get into Christmas this year. Honestly, I was “bah humbug” most of the season. I think depression made Christmas seem like nothing this year. I’m literally just [...]

Monday, December 25th, 2006

Release of Pain

Life sucks and it seems like my depression is getting deeper. This might sound strange to some but I don’t care. This is how I really feel and am at this moment. Obviously it seems like I don’t have the guts to ever follow through with any of my suicidal thoughts. However, I wish I [...]

Friday, December 22nd, 2006

Mall Clothes

So I went shopping at the mall today. I’d seriously do anything if I could wear stylish clothes from Abercrombie, Holliser, Express, etc… I’d throw up everything I eat, take laxatives, anything to be thin like that. Share on Facebook

Wednesday, December 20th, 2006

Grade Report

Got all my grades for the semester. Didn’t do too bad overall but I think I could have done better. Principles of Marketing – A Organization Behavioral Management – A History to 1876 – A Journalism Practicum – A Broadcast Journalism – B Spanish Composition and Grammar – B I don’t know how I pulled [...]

Tuesday, December 19th, 2006

Stable at the End of the Star

I went to Crossroads this morning for church. Since Christmas is next week, they’ve been doing a series called “The gifts of Christmas” or something like that. The pastor was sick today and so Stan spoke. He spoke about Matthew 2 and the Wise Men and similar things. He opened up by talking about how [...]

Sunday, December 17th, 2006

Finals Wrap Up

Well, finals are over and break has started. I think my brain is mush. I had to take 3 of my 5 finals because the other finals were optional if we liked our grade, and I already had an A in the class so no more punishment. Spanish was my hardest. We had to translate [...]

Friday, December 15th, 2006

The Biggest Loser Finale

Last night was The Biggest Loser Finale. I’m beginning to really like that show. In case you aren’t familiar with it, 50 contestants (1 from each state) are sent to the ranch. Then, 36 are eliminated on the spot and go home, where they continue to do everything from home. The 14 stay on the [...]

Thursday, December 14th, 2006

Deep Fog

I’m burning the midnight oil to prepare for my tests Wed. and Thurs. and to finish my Spanish paper due Wed. as well. It’s around 11:30 p.m. and I need a break so I go to Whataburger for a couple of breakfast taquitoes and sweet tea. The first thing I notice when I step outside [...]

Tuesday, December 12th, 2006