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Archive for January, 2005

Monday January 31, 2005

     Well, I just ordered my Mac!  Awesome!  It cost a little more than I wanted, but I guess that’s how that goes.  I had to put some money on my credit card.  As long as I pay the payments on time, I think I’ll be okay.  I also had to save a little money [...]

Monday, January 31st, 2005

Sunday January 30, 2005

The Great Houdini      When I write the name Houdini, one probably thinks of the great magician.  (Or illusuionist, as they liked to be called now.)  But, as of last night, this famous name won’t only conjour up images of the great magician.  It is now the name of my new iguana.  I bought him [...]

Sunday, January 30th, 2005

Saturday January 29, 2005

What’s Normal Anymore?      I’ve been thinking the last couple of days, what’s normal?  Not just normal emotions but normal in general?  I’ve found myself asking that question lately.  As I posted yesterday, the latest spell of depression has ended and now I’m in this happy type of state.  For the past 2 nights I [...]

Saturday, January 29th, 2005

Friday January 28, 2005

Opposite Emotions       It is very late, but I don’t care.  This is my first post from my Xanga Premium account.  It cost me $100, on my credit card.  I’ve wanted it for a while but never got it because I couldn’t afford it.  But for some reason today, I did it.  Guess I’ll figure [...]

Friday, January 28th, 2005

Thursday January 27, 2005

     So I thought I might add something a little different to my Xanga site.  I found another Xanga site that had this video thing on it, played through Windows Media Player.  I went to the site and got one for mine.  The video is Brad Paisley’s “Whiskey Lullaby”.  I like that song.      My [...]

Thursday, January 27th, 2005

Wednesday January 26, 2005

     Today was a little better than the past few.  I still felt down, worthless, without purpose, lonely, etc…  But there were no suicidal thoughts.  Maybe this spell is winding down and will be over soon.  I still didn’t want to socialize today.  I didn’t go to small group for the BSM or with the [...]

Wednesday, January 26th, 2005

Sunday January 23, 2005

     It’s been a few days since I’ve posted.  I guess I’ve just forgotten about it because it’s not like I haven’t had time to post.  It’s kind of cool how God brings us people who share the common struggles we have.  I’ve met a guy from Baylor, through Xanga, that is in Brothers Under [...]

Sunday, January 23rd, 2005

Thursday January 20, 2005

     Classes went alright today.  I started the day off feeling a little better than I had in the last few days.  But by the end of the day, I was feeling rather low again.  I just can’t make myself hangout with people when I’m like this.  We got to do a little studio work [...]

Thursday, January 20th, 2005

Thursday January 20, 2005

     This is the second week of classes.  Mine are going alright.  Spanish will be the best, I think, because the professor is pretty crazy and goes on several tangents.  He also doesn’t lecture that much so it’s easier to pay attention.  It’s been kind of hard to focus in class, all of them.  Having [...]

Thursday, January 20th, 2005

Sunday January 16, 2005

           RUSH weekend is over!  I can get some sleep.  It was pretty good though.  The other video guy wouldn’t teach me how to do the editing of the video itself.  He said he didn’t have time.  But the final video wasn’t long enough or that good, honestly.  So I hung out at the 8th grade boys’ home.  It [...]

Sunday, January 16th, 2005